I think I have finally accepted that I am alone, that my relationship did not work out.
It was a nice dream for a while, though.
Since figuring that out I have :
Offered to take over my mother’s care
Enrolled in school
Applied for a bigger apartment
Been accepted into a townhouse, moving in a few weeks
Spent buckets of money on Christmas.
I would rather be alone. I am a more efficient person on my own.
I need to test in and start classes.
I need an education, not a man.